sorry to hear that bro, hope you and your family are doing ok, stay strong. Good luck and best wishes to you and your family, i know its tough but it'll get easier to deal with in time.
I've been summoned
http://obe4u.com/files/SOBT.pdf The most important thing is to try & keep learning from what happens, If you're exited about the whole notion it also makes it easier
I know exactly how you feel man, everyone avoiding you for what you can only conclude is fear doesn't feel good, this hit me so hard in soul calibur 4
in 5 i actively tried to slow down my progress so i could enjoy the journey more. Online was so fun before i beat people in ways that didn't make...
Just saw this vid, If you have any spiritual desire or want to learn more about yourself, you should see it and try to understand it with your deepest intelligence.