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Hi Slay! Wat's up?. Yea I've been away, I've been trough my own "deep-south" (Little nicky), now climbing out of it. Thanks for your welcome. But I'm kinda staying this out of the league-thought-flow; it's kinda not healthy for me atm in my life. In other words: I'm casual player now, & is going good that way.

I'd hit rock bottom in my life & almost end it, I'd destroyed things around my life (including the deletion of everyone in my friend-list because the PS3 didn't let me delete my account, etc.). I'm good now, recovering.. kinda my soul, yea. recovering my soul.

about SC5, I'm playing it, but its weird, the online menu bgm give me anxiety, not tripping, for real. I wish NamDai would have made a more upbeat & inspiring tune instead of the tv-news-like tune it has. Tho I'm enjoying SC5 online, I can't play it for long.

How you been Slay?

lol sorry for the delayed response, i must've missed your reply's in my alerts. i remember you telling me you needed to take some time to sort things out in your life. i dont know what happened, but i understand the pretenses, and im glad to hear that you're back and doing a little better now, casual player or not.

i was actually a little worried when you had dissapeared off my friends list. but i think that you probably needed your distance anyways right? i know what its like for someone to go through the "deep south", i've been there too. im just glad you made the choice to hit continue, if you catch my drift. anyways...

i remember SCV online gave me anxiety at first as well. the atmosphere just feels a little cold, but you get used to it. i dont mind SCV online. it still has its flaws, but at least its mostly all playable now.

Now how've i been? well i've been on a little bit of a rollercoaster, both personal and community related. i'd actually quit SC for a couple of months because i couldnt adjust to the game at first. but im back now, have been for a while, and despite the fact that there are still some things about the game i dont like or agree with, ive been enjoying myself pretty well. even won a few local tournaments.

been tough to keep my motivation around here. i dont have the "drive" that i did in SCIV. but i suppose i continue to try, so thats all that matters, though my interest and productivity seem to fluctuate alot depending on my mood. as for personal life, well so far i've managed to retain my sanity at least. A lot has changed, but im still the same guy i used to be, just a little more experienced.