Not really. Almost died by my own hand once...My existence means little. I only continue because I'm human. I crave love, acceptance, and success. That and I fear that a future attempt would backfire. THAT would be a truly empty existence.
Robert, please don't be sad. Life was never meant to be easy, but we need to fight, be happy or sad is not a choice. But, feeling so frustrated happens every now and then. Is hard to cheer people up you know, hehe, but I am not giving up.
RAMUS IS RETARDED. I'LL HOOK YOU UP WITH PAINLESS EUTHANASIA IF I EVER GET ANY MYSELF. NOBODY SHOULD FEEL OBLIGATED TO LIVE THE TRAGEDY THAT IS LIFE AND SUFFER IF THEY DON'T WANT TO.