Hmm... well most people don't do the same to me nor genuine love me. There's still truth of what God says though. I am undefined and remain a mystery, but I will read the bible more for improved understanding and reasoning.
As if that all you said were the case... I exceptionally "show this much of myself" as I recalled, but I merely chatting to you so you can understand of somewhat who and somewhat what I am, most things in life I am not concern about. Very few things like anime, video games, music, and other...
Therefore, I am a difficult person to be with when it comes to loving somebody agape and affection, but also I like it that way, because I challenging who's worthy of mine love of being comfort and total kinship.
Of course I'm not a hermit, but someday I might will be one. I see people as mere beings that are not much of a difference. That's okay we have our own different way of thinking, but however, I am apathetic and very careful who I trusted.
Are you trying to say I am really my own worst enemy? If so I am not surprise nor shock hahaha! I disbelieve you by saying there's no virtue, because I can still have company and help people out.