Now, I'm not stalking every post you put, but I feel like what I have to say may help you/ others. It's a long read, but hear me out.
When I first got to 8WR, what was I? An ignorant player, I loved SC, but when I listed moves by name and not notation, I got called out. I thought it was embarrassing, but decided to take the advice and learn. I understand enough of the game, not as much as a pro, but enough to not be called a scrub. Some days I sit back and read on threads on how to get better with Leixia the douche bag. Some days I want to relax and just play, not worrying about frames and what connects with what. What does this have to do with anything? Nothing really, just sharing experiences and thoughts.
Now, back on the subject.
I'm a big dude, scary and black, when I go to school, I have certain people watching me to see if I'm going to "kill" or "screw with someone" that's what I put up with daily. Sometimes smaller, scrawny ass kids want to challenge me, sometimes people envy me for my size and power, this is annoying. I ignore them and remember what I'm working for. Since people can't really "fuck with me" they try to verbally abuse me, really... it's pathetic. They try to pick apart anything I say and make me look like a dumb ass when they are the one's who make an ass out of themselves. My point is, ignoring people is a lot easier than you think, just do it.
I'm a smart young man, but I can too be a pessimist. Sometimes to the point that I would will think about mind wrecking things, I get over this by thinking like what am I talking about? let's focus on the good here. It's OK to review the bad, you will fix flaws, what I'm saying is don't obsess. It will drive you crazy, been there, done that.
Don't worry about the forums, sometimes I can be goofy with pictures and odd posts because being serious all of the time is lame and proves nothing. People used to drive past me yelling "NIGGER!" or "DARK ASS!" Yes, this shit still goes on. I used to be hurt until I decided that if they can't stand man to man with me and call me that, not worth my time. That's one way you can think. A lot of pros on here are cool and some are asses, I don't judge them too much though, because all I know them by is an avatar and posts.
My whole point here is don't care what people think. If they have time to pick fun at you and say unnecessary things to you, they have nothing else to do. Since you always lash back at them, they will keep messing with you, stop that.
I feel like Dr. Phil right now.